I'm not a cannibal but I cannot say I won't eat one of my own.

http://www.ourstage.com/tracks/RSSOGLPLURPL-pulling-me-apart

Push play.  Fall in love.

As for the title, it's an Emery song from their album "We Do What We Want".  Quite good!


Anyway.  On to the topic of the night.  This will be short and sweet.

I have become the person I tell people never to become.  And it's great.  And it sucks.  And I don't know if I'm supposed to hate it or like it or keep doing it or be a dick and quit.

Ugh.

You spend 23 years (give or take the few where I didn't have the brain capacity to think of these things nor the ability to speak) telling people that it is in their best interest to not do something, then you do it yourself?  What does that make you?  I mean, yeah, I know I'm already a confused individual, but this is making things a lot worse.

Grr.



Now, for some random bits:

Beth (if you're reading), I got your beautiful art!  LOVE IT!!  And love "Skinny Love" by Bon Iver.  Heard it earlier on your blog.  :D

Allen (if you're reading), you missed good times last Thursday.  And, when you see JW again, tell him I'm forever indebted to him for giving me the Emery CD.  I can't stop listening.

Mary (I know  you're reading), you + me + your sister  = hang out time at some point?  Yeah?