...just a snippet

So, here's a little snippet of an email I wrote to a friend.  It's pretty much sums up a little piece of my life at the moment.  I may expound later.  Maybe.

After that, though, not much going on.  I am still technically jobless, basically.  I have been doing some side work with my uncle.  I am becoming a carpet and vinyl laying all star, haha.  I'm definitely learning that physical labor is not for me, haha, especially not as a career.  I have applied for, um, I think I'm up to 12 now, jobs.  All working for colleges, most in the residence life department.  I have heard back from 2.5.  One flat out said no, one said they eliminated the position, and the other said no before I even applied, haha.  But, oh well, I'm not going to get down or worried. Yet.  Haha.  We shall see.

I've got a few dog sitting jobs and beach trips lined up for the rest of the summer, so that'll be fun.

Love life. Well, it's non existent.  I don't know what exactly I want to do about that though.  It would be so much easier if it wasn't so confusing, haha.  You know, if maybe there were signs above peoples heads saying "Hey, I'm for you."  Or maybe something like that.  And weddings don't really help things out either, haha.  Have you ever seen the movie "I Love You, Man"?  That's basically what my life is kind of feeling like at the moment.  Well, minus the significant other part.  The whole, "I don't have anyone to be in my wedding party" part.  It would be nice to have someone to hang out with, but I really don't think there is anyone for me here in the big ol' town of Salem.  I don't know though, I guess we'll have to see.  It's whatever.

And now we reach the topic of home...  It's been interesting to say the least.  My sister is getting married at the end of September, so there have been a lot of wedding plans and things being going around.  It's interesting.  My mom and sister still bicker and all that jazz.  But you know about that, you're a girl, haha.  It's just weird being home.  I don't know.  I get along with my parents just fine.  It's just different going from four years of just being home for random weekends and the summers to being home for, well, ever?  I'm hoping to move into the basement and be my "own person" so to say.  I just don't want to fall into old habits now that I'm here.  Though, I think I'm starting to fall into them.  Letting others tell me who I am and what I want and just letting them overrun me.  Hopefully I can get out of that before it become more and more permanent.  [[Sorry to explode emotion on you right there, my bad.]]