mmk, let's get this out of the way first: one, proper punctuation and capitalization isn't going to be strictly followed here, at least not this time. two, this is partial vent partial life lessons and fully me jacked up on coffee (which really doesn't do anything to me except make me have to pee). three, there will be people reading this who will wonder which part is about them and which part isn't. well, this is all about everyone, so take from it what you will. you're going to disregard half of this anyway, i mean, most people do when they don't want to hear the truth. ((see, you're already wondering if that was about you...))
shall we begin?
traffic laws. honestly, salemites and everyone else on the road with me, please, learn. to. drive. let's review the rules:
speed limits: these are set so that you actually drive them. i see them as suggestions and go a little faster. to each his own, but never go slower than the speed limit. 25 doesn't mean 15 on main street. this is more for your safety than my annoyance.
turn signals: i admit, i don't use mine unless i see it completely necessary. but, when i do, you can be sure that once i've turned or changed lanes, it'll be off. do not drive with your turn signal on if you're not going to be headed that direction. you're annoying.
yield signs: don't stop. well, if there's someone coming, stop, that's the point. but, if the road is clear, you don't have to stop. that's what stop signs are for.
anyway, enough on that, for now.
at this point, i don't feel like touching religiosity right now. basically, i miss where i used to be in regards to that subject, but don't know how i'm going to get back there-ish.
let's talk about rumors and gossip and drama now. sound like fun?
it's bullshit. i know i'm not a perfect person. i used to be one of those intentional drama starters. but that lasted all of maybe 10th grade and then it lost it's draw. it makes no sense to me. why do it? why disrespect people? why not love?
there are people in the world who need to grow up.
and, i think i'm done with that one, i don't have time to continue, haha.
hmm, what's next?
let's go with friends.
i like mine. the ones that i think are actually my friends. but, i'm beginning to wonder what that really means. sometimes it's just hard to know who your friends are and who's just being nice to the 'fake self' you present. once you're real, well, that's when your friends' true colors show. and, i'm not quite sure some of my friends' true colors are ones i want to see. ((that makes so much more sense in my head than yours i'm sure))
oh, let's move to the future, that's always fun.
you never know what the future holds. never. it's ever changing. i hope mine holds grad school. and at this point i hope it's uconn. ten hours away from unneeded drama and people who are bitches to be bitches would be great. a new start, right? i'm not going to set all my hopes and dreams on it, i''m just hoping that i get in, but if i don't, oh well, it's not meant to be. that or i'm just not smart enough. either way, it's not meant to be. there are plenty of other schools too. jmu. south carolina. clemson. bowling green.
i have a job interview tomorrow. well, i guess today. whatevs.
i have more i want to type, but i just can't put it into words. i hate writer's block. i hate emo me ((lie)). i cried the other day ((it may or may not have been from the seventh harry potter book)), oops. i like having good conversations with people. i miss some people. a lot. ((and i didn't even really know you, how can i miss you?)) i don't know why this song, of all songs in the world, would come on as i end this blog. no good.
but, on a happy note...
um.
:)?
Oh, and if you read my blog, i wish you did, you'd understand. i'll post anyway. Ain't it tha truth.
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